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Dear friend,

I know we had a friendship bond in the past 6 years which has gone through a lot. At one period of time I admit it, I tried to break it, because I felt immature with you, and I wanted to seem like my age. I haven’t managed to do it because of how sad it would make me later of seeing you broken again, after all the bullying we experienced in the past. The one that I forget and you keep on reminding me.

Now, we are friends. When you’re bored, you text me for a talk. To see how I’m doing. To ask to go out and have fun. But I wish I broke this bond back then. I don’t want to have anything to do with you and I wish we never were friends. But now I’m lying, because I do like your company. You are so fun! At some point probably everything will end, and this is why...

I date your crush. The one you’ve hidden from me for a lot of time but at the end you told me his name. I wish I never knew who he was. This way I wouldn’t be a bad friend. But I liked him, followed him, spoke with him for hours per day on the phone, was asked out by him, and basically became his girlfriend. I wish I never was your friend. This way I wouldn’t feel bad for who I love and who loves me. I wish I didn’t have to hide my relationship to anyone.

When we meet, we always are one with each other. We are so attached now, we both feel created for each other. He’ll always hug me forever, he’ll always say to me how much I inspire him, he’ll always take cute pictures of me/us with his professional camera, he’ll always kiss me like there’s no tomorrow. But he’ll always see in my eyes that something is bothering me. I’m happy with him. I’ve never been happier. But I’m just not sure if I’m a bad person or if doing what you love is the correct way to go. It’s been 1 month since we’re dating and I can’t take out of my head that you still like him but he’s mine and you know nothing. I should of told you in the beginning. I hope you haven’t attached a lot with him and he is just a crush. Because if you did, that will hurt like shit, and I’m sorry for that.

Your on and off friend,

Daisy

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