Hi ladies..

So, Mothers day is in a couple days and I am a mother of 3, so one to be 4, children. 1 is my biological, 2 that are my step children, and I'm currently 20 weeks pregnant. Long story short.. I'm pretty bummed out because I wont have 2 of my kids with me on mothers day.. I'm their full time care giver since I am a stay at home mom and me and my husband have primary custody and their biological mother has visitation every other weekend. So she has them 4 days out of the month..

Well, mothers day falls on our weekend this year and fathers day falls on her weekend.. so at first i offered to split the day with her and she said if we do that he couldnt have the kids all day for fathers day.. Um,they have 2 mother figures and only 1 father. She jumps from guy to guy so we never know who our babies are around.. there's a lot more to the story but I'm not getting into it.. BUT, moral of the story is.. I'll probably never have them on mothers day and it hurts my heart.. because I love them so much 💕 and I know its only one day but it just goes to show that I'm ok enough to do all the hard work of a parent but I cant be appreciated for it on the day its celebrated..