I lost my baby...

Hey u guys.. im 10 weeks & 6 days... i went to my doctors check up yesterday and couldn’t find my babys heartbeat through the Doppler so we went to the Ultrasound room... did a tummy and transvaginal and still nothing 😔😔.. they told me to go to the emergency room to get a more accurate result... and they couldn’t find anything either....

I honestly dont know how to feel... this will b my second baby.. my first ine is 9 months today.. Maybe it was just not meant to be 😞😞 this time... this will be my first miscarriage.. i thought everything was going so well... i didnt have no signs or cramping, bleeding, i felt so normal...

maybe this is why i havent had any morning sickness....

We wasn’t ready for another baby but we were going to make our selfs ready because every baby is a blessing...

now today i have to choose how i want to abort this baby and I really just wish i can bring he or she back to life! ...

I know i can always try again but now im going to be 10 times more scared to have another baby because of the “what ifs” ...