Anyone else ?

Does anyone else get afraid to use the bathroom at all when they are close to AF? 😂 I know it sounds absolutely silly but I should start tomorrow and any time I have to go to the bathroom I have to talk myself into going cause I do t want to know if I started yet 😂 especially cause I got a potential vvvvvfl on 10dpo yesterday and will test again tomorrow and have had some possible symptoms. Doesn’t help I have this constant pressure in my lower abdomen. Not like a cramp and it isn’t painful or even uncomfortable it’s just there and I don’t know if that is just a random af symptom I’ve never gotten before 🤷‍♀️. Just feeling a little crazy wondering if I’m alone on this crazy boat 😂🤪.