Mother’s Day....

Yikes today was such a mess. I was already kind of upset this morning because of my strained relationship with my mom and Mother’s Day is always hard. My husband and I went to church this morning and I really thought I was going to be okay. I am pretty good and putting on a brave face and getting through things. But just seeing everyone there with their moms and being so close it made me very emotional. I excused myself to the restroom and got myself together before coming out to say goodbye to everyone. Then a woman we go to church with came up to me and said “you’ve just really been on my heart lately. I know that you and your husband are hoping for children and holidays like this can be so unfair. I just want you to know that I’m praying for you and thinking of you” and I just lost it. I started bawling right there in church in front of everyone. It was so humiliating. I just couldn’t stop. So much pent up emotions just came pouring out. It may seem silly to some but I am not one to be so vulnerable in front of people. It makes me super uncomfortable and embarrassed.

Always hoping for a brighter day and hoping you all have a great mother’s day.