Hate being on top

I say this not because I’m “being lazy” but being on top does nothing for me. I get no pleasure and the two times i did my boyfriend decided to use his arms to make me go faster and i didn’t feel anything after that. So i just plain out told him I’m not getting on top anymore.

It’s soo annoying to hear him say “oh you like that dick, it’s your dick” when I’m not even enjoying it. I get depressed as hell.