Leaving my big kid

Guys

How did y’all leave your big kid when going to have the next?

My parents just took my 3yo (who is super excited and happy for everything) as we leave for the hospital at 4:30 AM and have been told I’ll be there a minimum of 48hrs. I’ve done two nights but always come back alone and my husband has been around if he needs.

I can’t stop crying.