Heartbroken

My ex and I have been talking for three weeks now like everyday although after the break up (4 months ago) we still had contact here and there. Point is I had hopes of us getting back together since I told him (last week Thursday) that I still loved him and he told me he still loved me as well.

Well Today I found out by my close friend that he RANDOMLY asked her cousin out the same week he told me he still loved me. She told him no because he still has a pic of us as his pp and posts of me/us on fb and ig. And that she didn’t want problems.

When she told me that my heart sunk and I felt so numb. I can’t even cry, I just feel like screaming or punching the fuck out of something until I would feel anything anymore.

After I was told this news, him and I hanged out because he was my ride home, and we had plans of going out to buy. All I had in mind what how stupid I was thinking we’re was a possibility of us getting back together. Mad how he could hug me, try to hold/touch me when he had asked another girl out.

The same girl he had told he liked and asked out way before him and I started to talk or got together and she had said no to.

No one knows that we broke up besides my mom, 1 bro, bfs. I didn’t even tell my close friend because I thought we were going to get back together so there was no need to tell my other bros or dad. & according to him he had only had told a few people. So evryone else thinks we are together. Even my mom and bro think we are back together since he been coming to my house to visit me.

He even give me a freaking bear and chocolates today! Came to my fucking house and stay to eat with us. Sent me a goodnight & I like you alot (te quiero mucho, which sounds better in Spanish)

& the fact that I can’t even confront him about it because my close friend is a relative of his! He will know she told me and I don’t want to get her involved and I promised.