I want to tell myself to take a chill pill, to calm down, relax. Stressing won't change the result, and it certainly isn't helping.

I can't talk about it, because that's just taboo.

So here I am, sitting in my car on my lunch, wishing there was a way I could know.

Do I dread the coming AF, or do I patiently wait it out until possibly getting that BFP (JK, there is literally zero patience left after well over a year of trying).

I'm going to go broke buying tests, does anyone know if the dollar store ones are effective at all?! 😅😂😭