Help alittle?!

So ever since we’ve been trying to conceive, my sexual drive has become non existent! Literally. Idk if if it’s the TTC or I’m broken lol but it’s so frustrating. My husband just got home from his 3rd deployment in Jan and you’d think I’d be all over him. Nope! I don’t even want touched most days. And he’s starting to think there’s something wrong with him or that I’m seeing someone else. But I’m not and he’s fine. I’m just not in the mood. I’m taking Vitex, Maca root, vit d, normal meds I’ve been on for years, and now even a women’s libido med and nothing! Ugh please help! I’m so sad I can’t even enjoy it. Porn isn’t even enticing. What the hell happened?!?