It’s so terrible but I been with the same guy for two years I would never cheat on him at all but I catch myself thinking really sexual thoughts about other people 😭😭 like I said I would never ever cheat but I guess it’s just a way to keep my sexual life alive a little bit . We have decent sex but I use to be really wild before but settled down when I met him . I just have figured a way out to sexually open my mind but thinking bad thoughts about other people ... am I a terrible person but does anyone else miss being sexually crazy before settling down too much too soon 😭😭😭 positive feed back appreciated .