Sad because I don’t think it happened this month 😞

I took a test today and it was negative. 😞 I don’t understand. We’ve been trying and trying and trying. And after we had a chemical pregnancy last month plus my two previous miscarriages, I’m really scared I’m not going to be able to give my fiancé the baby he really wants. He doesn’t blame me or anything and keeps telling me that it’s going to happen but when I had blood work done at the doctor they said my Prolactin hormone was elevated at 29 when it’s only supposed to be 4.8-23.3. I don’t even know what that is but he referred me to a reproductive specialist. I’m not sure what’s goi g on but seeing these negative tests are seriously getting so hard 😞 I just want my 🌈 baby. 😭😭 and it doesn’t help that literally everyone in my family is having babies or just recently had one.... without even trying ....