Advice

me and my bf have been together for two years and lately I feel that he isn't really showing he cares or is as considerate of me like i am of him. For example I graduated two weeks ago and yes he had intentions to come but he didn't even ask the details of my graduation i.e the time, place etc.😕 i had to call him the morning of and tell him which means he could have well missed it ( i was under the impression he knew the details already and was surprised he didn't) also i was out all day and wasn't able to talk to him. He told me he missed me and when i got home i called him right away but he decided to pay more attention to his video game than on the conversation with me😒what was even the point of telling me you missed me then.. I was upset so i went off on him which i admit i can get very mean and he started to i guess feel attacked. He started to talk about how he feels like he wants to hurt himself and I'm making him feel like the worst person with my words. Then starts giving these lame excuses like he just hasn't played in a while..( but you haven't talked to me either) Now hes crying and apologising...idk how to read this