I keep having to remind myself that it’s just a bad couple of months, not a bad life. I’ve been stressed to the max and today i think I’m hitting my breaking point. I’ve been going through a custody battle with my sons father, if that isn’t stressful enough, we’re having money problems because of lawyer fees. The company me and my husband work for just got bought out. Thankfully the new owners kept everyone that was already employed, but moving everything and merging in with this other company is enough stress alone. And the our new bosses are complete assholes. Today is my sons 3rd birthday and he’s sick. He was running a 101.7 degree fever, and they wouldn’t let me take off work. Thank god my mother in law was able to watch him today. And I don’t get to see him hardly at all on his bday. I get off at 5 and he’s going to his dads from 6 pm to 9pm. And can’t eat lunch with him today because I have to take paperwork to my lawyers office that has to be there today and I wasn’t able to last week because my bosses barely ever let me take anymore than a 30 min lunch and my lawyer is 25 minutes away. I’m so ready for this court date to come and go, but I don’t want it to at the same time. I’m so nervous about it I almost have a panic attack thinking about it. I just really need prayers and positive thoughts before I lose my mind.