Why?!?

Nesa β€’ Mommy to a 15 yr old boy, a 2 yr old boy, and 1 angel baby girl lost at 4 days old to HLHS. Healing from a huge loss...🌈🌈🌈 Due 8/24/19❀️❀️❀️

Why is it I ate a full lunch... and yet, am currently scarfing down this stupid but delicious bag of chips as if I never ate? and i cannot stop!!! Situation is REAL!!! Anyone else with this problem?? 🀣🀣🀣. The worst part is the guilt after... or is it the scale?? πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€” 13.5 weeks to go !! Dear Jesus take the wheel!!