So I started spotting brown with cramps fri and by mon I was bleeding red and n so much pain as I was headed to my first dr visit.

Right before I headed out to go to the doctor’s office I went to the bathroom in so much pain and after I finished peeing I got up to look to see how much blood was in the toilet. I noticed an olive sized red ball that looked a lot like the pictures I have seen that looked similar to the alien babies we see when we open this app when pregnant. Attached to it was red strings. It shocked me at first and my denial kicked in and continued to flush n load up to go to appt. I get to doctor’s office and start hurting more, so I let the receptionist know I was in a lot of pain and bleeding but was there for my first visit. She had a nurse go ahead and take me to the back waiting room for my ultrasound. Finally I get called to ultrasound room and she tells me to pee in a cup and wrap myself with a sheet. As I start to pee in a cup a sharp pain hits me and I noticed my urine was being mixed with lots of blood in the cup so I immediately pull the cup up. As I do two balls of blood come out and I silently freaked out. I call the nurse in there and tell her what happened n asked her what I should do. When she looked at the cup her eyes were huge. I guess she realized quickly how serious I was about the bleeding. She tells me to just sit the cup down and come lay on the table. She then tells me she had to do a vaginal ultrasound and told me not to worry about getting blood everywhere. So she’s doing the ultrasound....which was not only painful to watch, the pain was so bad in my stomach back, and now my vagina. So when it was finally over I get up to clean myself up and I look back and noticed the bed looked like a murder had happened. With my eyes big I look at my boyfriend, that was being so sweet n supportive all day. As we looked in silence at each other then back at the bed the nurse let me know to not worry about the blood on the bed and that she was going to give us a moment together alone; then I hurried into the bathroom to clean up and felt a lil embarrassed. I came back out I noticed the bed was cleaned but I still didn’t want to sit there. My boyfriend stood up and gave me the only chair in the room and let me know he took care of the bed when he noticed the nurse wasn’t gonna take care of it before I got back into the room.

So fast forward.....I passed mostly everything right before ultrasound and have to go back to the doctor in a week. My pain is still on and off but no where near as it was at the doctor’s office. I’m still bleeding a good bit and I’m hoping it stops soon. Seriously how much blood can a woman loose and not be ok? I feel like I have filled enough toilets already.

I would never wish this pain mentally or physically on anyone not even my worst enemy.