Venting

I just want to vent because I have no one to talk to without sounding dumb. I don’t have a bad life but it is pretty shitty. When I was turning 16 I signed up for drivers ed I had to pay for my own classes and find my own ride there because my parents didn’t want to take me. I finished drivers ed and my parents refused to let me use their car to take my test and I couldn’t just go out an buy a car without any help. Years go by my temps expire. I am now 19 going on 20 still don’t have my temps or license. I have no help and it’s frustrating me to a point so bad. Everyone keeps saying it’s not that hard. I literally don’t have a way anywhere or a good support system. I’m getting so stressed and want to give up because how am I supposed to do this on my own with no help? I just don’t know what I can do to help myself and to do it on my own and it just seems like no one understands and they keep saying it’s easy. I’m ready to scream and cry and say fuck it.