And it’s killing me. One day he acts so happy & then the next week it’s like his whole world is so bad & he is so mean with his words, yelling at me all of the time, blaming me for everything bad that happens. Telling me I don’t love my step son when he is just as much my world as my three biological children.

I’m so heartbroken right now at the things he is saying to me. Right in front of our children. I just want to leave and go somewhere and cry. But if I leave hell just get mad again and tell me I’m running away, and that I can’t run from myself and I’m crazy.