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Lately I have been feeling like a failure. Im 21 almost 22, no car or license, not really making that much at Office Depot (horrible place to work in my area and only part time so barely enough to sustain myself). I got back into school but ended having to withdraw due to getting severly sick for a while and unable to attend classes and now I owe my school over $1000. I see everyone around me getting older, having kids, graduating, getting married, starting the rest of their lives and I'm just here. My bf keeps telling me to focus on the future and ignore it but he doesnt understand. He has it all together. A good job, a car, about to get his own place, has great credit, graduated with his Bachelors and is headed to grad school in august. He doesnt get it. Every time I see others moving forward it makes me so happy for them but it takes a toll on you after a while when you realize youve bevome stagnant in life. I keep trying to move forward but I just feel like theres a heavy weight on my chest and in the back of my throat and it makes me cry. I feel like I'm mildly depressed but Im not a doctor so I can't diagnose that to thay extent. Im just in limbo and im trying everything I can to get to my goals but I just feel hopeless now. And I know I have tons to be thankful for like waking up to see another day and having a roof over my head. Any advice or tips or similar stories would be greatly appreciated. I just need to vent and relate.