Hey ladies,

I am a high student student and I have a twin sister who I love so much. The only issue is that we are extremely competitive to the point that it really takes a toll on my mental health. I am always the guinea pig for something, I’ll test it out and succeed; then she will swoop in and do it better than myself. It’s been like that for literally everything, from sports to extracurriculars. Just this week, we both got academic awards: I got one and she got three. The awards were for forgoing languages, and she only started taking them after I succeeded in them. I cried all night long because I was so upset. I recently got a letter in the mail saying that I’m getting an award in I don’t know what, but she didn’t get a letter (not yet at least). I am kinda happy that I’m being acknowledged for once and that she isn’t. Is this wrong of me? What do you think, please be honest.