I’m due in September and me and my boyfriend have hit an extremely rough patch. It started when I kicked him out for doing something stupid, but completely disrespectful. Well we talked today and he is already out with his family. Not drinking or anything but he’s not here with me and he’s been gone for a week. It’s like he didn’t miss me at all...

Well I just don’t like the person he’s become through this break up.

We are back together now but I honestly feel like if things don’t get better and I don’t start feeling the same love I felt from him before the breakup, I’m only going to be staying for the baby and so I don’t have to go through this alone, and when the baby is old enough and I have my shit in order I’ll leave.

Is this selfish of me?

I genuinely hope things work out and he can be a good man to me and show me love and respect moving forward, but if not does this make me selfish?

* I broke up with him and kicked him out cuz he relapsed on drugs and was constantly going out so I guess it isn’t stupid