Supposed to have PTO today but...

Was supposed to head to Calabasas today with my husband on our kids but now my step daughter is just really sick. (She already had a bad cough when we got her from her mom.) This was the only day I could get off for at least the next few months and probably the only time that would be at least semi enjoyable since I just found out I'm pregnant and the heat already makes me miserable. I love my step daughter a lot. I just wish her mom would have taken her to see a doctor for her cough instead of taking her to gymnastics yesterday. It wouldnt change the situation, we still wouldn't be able to go, but she's been getting worse very quickly. (She's only 2) and yes its memorial weekend urgent cares are still open though. Idk I'm just emotional and frustrated because my life right now is working graveyards, sleeping 7am to 12pm (if I'm lucky), cooking, cleaning on my days off, and just taking care of the kids when my husband isn't home. Even if I can get time off in the future there is also no guarantee it will coincide with my husband getting time off because he is starting a new job this week. 😞 I'm just so miserable and emotional. I've been looking forward to this and now I'm just in a rut because of our luck. Just one day. That's all I wanted 😭 pregnancy hormones are getting me gah. [ I love my children and step children and I am not blaming them for any of this. I'm blaming my shitty luck in the universe honestly. Two weeks ago when I scheduled the time off I didnt know it would be cold and rainy either but that wasnt going to stop me. Now one of our babies are sick 💔]

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