Infertility / depression

sheila

We have tried for years then my new specialist was about to give me clomid then my husband says he didn't want a babie after wanting me to be pregnant for a long time me and my friend both have pcos and i havnt seen her in 2 years she comes to see me today first thing she dose is put this envelope in my hands i open it and theres the ultrasound pictures shes preganct and 5 months pregnant im happy for her and sad at the same time not sure why i havnt been able to get pregnant but since hes told me he dosnt want one ive stopped wanting to have sex with him im never in the mood he dosnt get it and now i wanna try again i told him i wish we would have one hes asks me y im like y not im at a loss i feel like im missing out on something if i just never have one and i guess ive become depressed since we stopped trying im just so unsure about me anymore