I’m pretty sure I am/was pregnant 😢

I made sure I was a filling up my ovulation days with little pink hearts. We were very active. About a week and a half later my breast were very sore( always a sign of pregnancy for me. It never happens when Im on my period) and I’ve been taking a pregnancy test every morning since 3days ago( five days before my period is due) all negative , but then again that didn’t surprise me I’ve never had a positive test before my missed period but a woman can hope. Then this morning I woke up to take my test and there’s blood on my liner.. 😢 why. Why is there blood. I’m racking my brain, did I just put it in my head that I was possibly pregnant? Either I was never pregnant and my period is two days early( which is unlikely because my period is like clock work) or I was and I’ve just lost it. Either way I’m just so sad. If I did lose it this would be my 3 loss in 2 years 😞