I’m so dumb...

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It’s like a week and a half BEFORE my period and I’m tested this morning BFN. AF not due until 6/7 and I’m losing my mind. I miscarried in February and again in April so I’m like well maybe I’m pregnant again. I know it’s too early, my rational brain says to chill out but my heart hurts. I should just wait until I’m late, if I’m even late. I just need to chill but I feel so dumb. I just want my rainbow 🌈. 😪

Just venting. Done now.