Lord please

This journey is scary, 10 weeks and a day and I still feel like crap and cant stop thinking about how many more months I have to go. My friend used to say she misses her pregnancy days, how can someone miss this kind of feeling? I honestly wish I was so rich so I could pay a surrogate to help with this 9 months and I get to have my lovely baby. Lord please make this remaining months lighter and may we get to see our beautiful and healthy babies 🙏🏻