I need help. Please someone anyone

When I was as little as I can remember I was raped every week till I was in 5th grade. Through that I encountered another person that sexually abuse me at family functions. And my dance instructor invaded my space and took my spirt with him when he assaulted me. I have no one to go to my family doesn’t have time for me and I don’t know who to go for help without making it a big deal. I don’t wanna be a fuckinh victim. I hate it . I hate myself. I’m 15 in high school and it kills me everyday. Someone please anyone ANYONE HELP ME