So confused really need some advice

I wish I would just stop tracking honestly :(

Last month I ovulated on cycle day 15. Confirmed with temps and test strips.

I didn’t temp this cycle because I am literally driving myself crazy thinking every temp is pregnancy. Anyways. This month I decided to just take an ovulation test on cycle day 13, 14 and 15 just to make sure.

Last month I peaked at 8 pm on cycle day 13 and the next day it was slightly fainter and then by cycle day 15 the color was gone. This month I tested cycle day 13 twice. Once it was almost positive and I just assumed later it would have been positive. It was bothering me not knowing for sure so after only an hour hold I tested again at 8 and it wasn’t positive. Could it have been that I didn’t wait long enough to have stronger urine? I tested the next day and it’s super faint. I’m afraid I ovulated cycle day 13 which would suck because we didn’t bd cycle day 12.

Here’s a pic of this month. First strip is cycle day 13 at 4:00 pm 3 hour hold.

Second strip is cycle day 13 on one hour hold at 8:00 pm

Third strip is cycle day 14 five hour hold 4:00pm

Could I have maybe just missed my peak? Idk :( really grasping at straws right now. 😩