just me or is this hot to you too lol?

so i got together with this boy i really like and for awhile he was just kinda showing me everything a relationship could have that i’ve never seen before. it was so sweet. we talked for about a month (he’s gorgeous btw) and just the other day we had sex for the first time. idk if it’s just me but i’ve only had sex a couple other times and anyone id previously been with wasn’t as endowed as my boy now😂 anywho, when he started to put it in, it hurt and i gasped. but then he said “i’ll go slow” and for some reason i thought that was the hottest fucking thing. like wow.