I watch videos on YouTube of women in labor, I follow a bunch of mommy channels. Watching women who explain what products to get for a newborn, etc. This isn’t even my first child so I technically already know but its still fun to watch these videos. I go to clothing stores and splurge on the baby section. I count down the days until my due date, literalllllly. I just want my adorable baby 😩. Men and sex don’t even interest me anymore, I also don’t even care for my friends who I use to party and club with. I just want my baby. I plan to just focus on my son and my newborn when she arrives. I just don’t care anymore about the lifestyle I use to live.

Does this seem like isolation?

Hahah idk if this is strange or if I’m a bit overboard I wasn’t like this with my first born.