What's wrong with me.

So I have zero sex drive and I don't know why, I'm only 26 and I could care less about having sex or anything to do with sex I feel helpless and alone

Now that I'm a mom it's only gotten worse and my husband think I dont even try to have sex. But I do and when I do I just get sick or annoyed or anxiety.

I feel like a failure as a person and wife

And now what's worse is I told my husband that I think he made a mistake marrying me and he didn't even deny it.

I just move to New York on top of all of this and have no friends or family to talk to.

And honestly if it wasn't for the fact that I'm deeply in love with my daughter I would be planning my suicide right now.

I just want to be happy.