This might be a long post so I’m sorry for whoever is reading this.

I graduated high school in June of 2017. I thought I had my whole life ahead of me. Then I got pregnant. But I didn’t know I was until I went to the doctor and she told me I was going through a miscarriage. It broke my heart to know that I lost a baby. I was heartbroken for weeks.

Fast forward to 2 years later, I moved out of my hometown to start a new life. I am enjoying myself. I started sleeping with this guy last October. Things were going great.

I’m going to Disneyworld next week with my family. I know I am suppose to start my period this Friday and I always take a pregnancy test a few days before my period starts. I’ve done it for years. Well I took one and it came back positive. I didn’t panic because I thought the test was defective. I took three more and they all said the same thing. I’m pregnant!

I’m scared. I’m only 20 and according to my calculations only four weeks. I don’t know if I’ll be able to do anything when I go on vacation for fear of another miscarriage. And I don’t think I’ll be able to see a doctor until I get back. Does anyone have any suggestions on what I should do?