Please help

This is going to be very hard for me to talk about, but I was molested from the ages of 8-16 from my father (don’t worry, he is now is prison because of it) I started willing having sex with a boyfriend at 16. I have had several sexual partners. I am now 19 years old and have NEVER had an orgasm....my current bf is very good in bed. It’s pleasing and feels very good, but I can’t have an orgasm....does anybody know why?? Could it be because of my childhood trauma? I’ve never talked to anyone about this before...

I can’t orgasm through masterbation either. And we have tried all of the positions. I’ve been having to fake it...which I’m tired of doing.