He’s gone...

My boyfriend just left for Basic. I’ve been crying since I woke up and when we dropped him off and he started walking away I just broke down. It’s only been a few hours away from him and I can’t sleep or eat or smile. My heart hurts so much. I don’t know how to deal with not hearing him laugh or seeing him smile. Idk how to deal with going to sleep alone and waking up alone. I knew it was coming and it came so fast and now it’s like someone ripped my heart out of my chest. I’m so glad he’s doing this and I’m going to be there every step of the way while he chases his dream, but it’s just so damn hard