Curious

I was raised VERY religious so I was extremely confused around 17 when I realized I was attracted to both men and women. I chose to silence the part of me that was drawn to other women and moved on. I got married at 20 to a man I do deeply love, before getting married I told him how I felt and he wants me to explore that side of me at least once so I don’t regret it. I’m now 22 and a mommy to a beautiful baby girl, but I’m still really curious. I really want to experiment but I’m too self conscious of my body to hook up with a girl or even send pictures. Hopefully one day I’ll get to try it