Not sure what to do!

I tried to breastfeed my first 2 babies but did not last very long before switching to formula (only lasted like 2 weeks with my first, nursed my second for a month and pumped for 2 weeks). I’m seriously considering exclusively pumping this time around but when my midwife asked about my plan and I told her I was thinking of just pumping, she tried to talk me out of it and made me more confused. I know it will be a lot of work but I’m a stay at home mom right now (will be doing online school starting soon). I just honestly hated nursing and I don’t think I really want to do it this time around.