Need Advice

I just found out I’m pregnant, with my rainbow baby, my boyfriend and I had a plan to have kids 5 years from now so it’s a bit early and he isn’t happy.

He wants me to get an abortion and says if I don’t then he doesn’t know where we stand...

I love him a lot and I can tell this already pushed him away a little. He still held me in his arms all night and cuddled but I could feel the distance still by the way he was so quiet.

I do NOT want an abortion and will not considerate and he jnows that.

I still don’t know how to move forward and be happy. This is a beautiful experience and I don’t want to take it for granted, I want it to be happy and healthy.

Any advice?