So I’ll try to keep this story short.

I’ve always had irregular periods even when I first started my cycle. I was always on DEPO. But when I got off my cycles were still irregular.

Fast forward in life around 22 I was taking Accutane and on the pill (Orsynthia). Then around 23-24 switch to Nexplanon. I hated it after 9mos. Had it removed and stopped Accutane after my 18 months. NO PERIOD! Like at all.

I’ve been off all BC and meds since 24 in now 25 going on 26. Still no cycle. I got sick-ish with wild pelvic pain. Boom cysts on my ovaries, boom possible ovarian failure, had some labs, cultures, ultrasounds done. Turns out my ovaries are ridiculously smaller than the average, no follicles can be seen, still no period, and I have an AMH level of 0.02.

And all I can do is cry because all I ever wanted was to be a mom one day. And I’m broken and can’t even do the one thing I’m biologically created to do. 😭💔