Stick little babe!

4 weeks and 4 days today, Just hoping this little babe sticks! I lost my last baby just before the 8 week mark and had just seen a strong heartbeat a week before. My doctor wants me to schedule an ultrasound between 6.5-8 weeks and I think I’m going to wait until the last minute! I can’t help but always feel like this pregnancy is going to end up just like my first one did. It’s like I start to get excited and I instantly have to remind myself that I may not be pregnant in 4 or 5 weeks. It’s so frustrating and I wish I could be naive again!