Feeling guilty

I’m 31 weeks & I’ve been feeling guilty for the times I’ve had wished I had waited to get pregnant. My pregnancy came with so much fatigue literally all 3 trimester. My lifestyle changed so much, from 2 jobs, sometimes no days off & still had time to get myself looking decent & going on dates with my boyfriend. I’ve been tired my whole pregnancy, my anxiety got soooo bad to where I get anxiety from even being alone by myself. Maybe is my anxiety what has caused me to feel down because it sucks having it in general, even more when you don’t even know what’s causing it so how can you calm yourself down? I know some women have it worse, but I just had to vent a little. I’m just praying I go back to my normal self...