I Feel Terrible About Myself

My recent boyfriend gave me herpes after only have sex one time and the condom ripping. he’s in the coast guard so he had to go on leave for three months. It was only a few weeks that we had begun dating before he left. Yesterday he sent me a message breaking up with me saying he needed a break because of school only for him to later post videos of him with other girls out drinking. I feel awful about myself. I now am a 19 year old girl who has only been sexually active with 2 people ever who has herpes. I keep crying myself to sleep thinking no ones ever gonna love me let alone touch me. I feel like damaged goods and honestly hate my life.