My Month Finally??

So last month we decided we were going to stop “trying to conceive”. I would get too emotional when I got a negative test. I was more focused on the science of everything instead of just enjoying it. So I stopped taking my bbt each morning, put away my OPKS, & HCG tests, & I stopped stressing about it. So this whole month it’s been on the back of my mind. Heck, I stopped even getting on here. It wasn’t until a few days ago I decided to just look and see where I was at in my cycle and I found out that we had sex a couple of times during my fertile week. So I’m secretly hoping that because we “stopped trying” that maybe this will be my month. Then again me saying that may mean we’re technically still trying. Oh well. If it happens, it happens. I’m at peace with it.