I wanna share my heartbreaking story..

⁉️⁉️SORRY ITS KINDA LONG⁉️⁉️

Hey guys!💜 I wanna share my heartbreaking story with you guys, I’m not sure who else to really be able to talk to. My mother (who I am semi close with, but I don’t tell everything to) doesn’t know, I sometimes feel like my best friend doesn’t truly understand, so she is out.. I guess all I have that would truly get it, is you lovely people 💯💜

My husband and I have known each other since middle school, and dated for years, and eventually broke up in High School. After a few years apart, we found each other again.🥰 It’s been 5 years, and we’ve been actually trying to conceive for awhile now... 😢

Fast Forward to a few days ago, I felt weird, and my bestie (who obviously knows were trying) had made a comment that she had a dream that I was gonna be pregnant, and I said I was up all night with heartburn which isn’t normal for me. She laughed at me, and said she had heartburn all night too 😂 well I decided to get a test on my lunch break (for shits and giggles, I’m weird 🤷🏼‍♀️)

and it came back positive 😱😱 I started crying, as anybody in my shoes would!

I couldn’t believe what I was seeing, so I grabbed 3 more tests. 1 more blue dye test, and 2 pink tests. Again, the blue one came up positive, and the pink dye came up negative. I’m hella confused! 😭 The next morning I call my bestie, fill her in, and together we looked at the tests, and she saw that same thing I did.. 2 clearly positive tests, and two that were clearly negative.. we went to the hospital and all they were willing to do at the lab was a urine test, and that came back negative for them😭 They scheduled me for an appointment with my primary, and said she would send for a blood test at that appointment. 🤨 I guess part of me feels like maybe there is hope in holding on,, and the blood test coming back positive (when my mom found out she was pregnant with me she never got a positive pregnancy test, her only confirmation was a blood test), but part of me believes it was a faulty test after reading reviews on a blue dye test 😭😭

Am I crazy, or has this happened to somebody?