Confidence

I’m 16 just finished my last year of school and I have a 3 month break off for summer. I want to have fun and make friends but I’m scared. I distanced myself away from most of my friends because I though everyone hated me but I’m missing out on so many things, I have no confidence to talk to people or to go out but I really want to. I used to think I was only not confident because I was insecure about my weight, acne and how I came across. But it’s more than that now, I can barely speak to people because of how long I’ve waited to try again. But I want to connect with people and have fun again and become confident in the way I look and I just don’t know how to get to a place where I’m confident in the way I look or come across. I feel so stuck.