So over it

It’s a routine for me now, whenever I lay down in bed kiddo likes to have her head on my bladder so I make a hundred bathroom trips every night before I can even try to go to sleep. And everytime I go to the bathroom and I come back to lay down I have to use it again literally 5 minutes later. My bladder is literally her pillow.....I’m so over it 😭 I just want to be comfy but I guess so does she and I have to suffffffer. So here I am sitting up in bed because it’s keeping her from laying her head on my bladder and I won’t have to pee every 5 minutes. But now she’s kicking and moving and it’s uncomfortable as hell! I’m sorry for the complaining rant but I am beyond over this and I just want to cry