After getting the runaround from anew ob office and waiting 2.5 months I finally got to have my pre conception consultation and the doctor I found is the sweetest. I've been off birth control for almost 3 months now.

I'm trying not to stress it or worry...I know it's all in God's timing but my family has suffered so much loss these last 2 months so I'm hoping for happy news sooner rather than later.

My grandmother past away last month after fighting cancer and a week ago Friday my brother was in an accident traveling home for my little brother's graduation. He only made it halfway and had both of his children in the car. My niece passed away the evening of the accident, 6/7, and my brother passed away on 6/11.

We've just started our ttc journey and I know I have to continue taking care of myself but goodness this last week has epically sucked.