Hello girls. I just want to reach out to the amazing strong women that have had to give birth alone. I have raised two children on my own but had the father at the births so I guess I wasn’t alone at the time. However fast forward 6 years, I have been with my partner for 4 years , on and off for one year and were having a baby together. As most ladies like to think-it’s a perfect relationship even though there’s no such thing as that lmao dream on. I am 13 weeks today and the constant bickering, fighting has pushed me to the edge, I have noticed things about him of late, getting dressed up to apparently sit at the library to look for jobs apparently... for 8 hrs... mmm ok , then secretive in his phone, no I don’t check it because I already know the shit that he’s done behind my back before we broke up the first place, yet gave him benefit of the doubt. Anyway. This morning he starts accusing me of being secretive, going out all day yet hold up, I work!!! I have to!!! Then he gets nasty off a sudden so I thought nope fuck this I’m done with this, get the fuck out of my house and leave!!! He admits to cheating when he left!!! I said I don’t want you around my kids and this baby blah blah blah, the normal shit when it’s heated. I ended it again. I don’t need him, but I’m all alone, it’s just the kids and I, no family no friends. Literally the two of us, and I know I’m only 13 weeks but I’m scared as hell to think what will happen when it’s time to give birth?? I have no one to watch the kids last minute, I have to bring them, I am literally alone! Will a hospital accomodate for my kids to stay with me? I don’t know what to do here, has anyone been through this? Reach out please