Feeling kinda down.

Any other mammas feel kinda isolated in a way? My routine is the same everyday: feed, change and pray the baby sleeps so I can clean the house or sleep myself. My son is three weeks as of yesterday. Not that I would want to leave him, I’m very attached but I guess sometimes I kinda miss being able to run to the store without having to pack a diaper bag and double check it so I don’t forget something, make sure he’s fed before I leave (I’m breastfeeding) so he’s not cranky in the car or when we get there and simply just enjoy a day out. I don’t like feeling down like this randomly throughout the day 🙄 I love my baby more than anything but it’s so hard.