Wish my period would just come

Day 83 since my last period started and I haven’t had it again. I hate this viscous cycle.

You know how some girls say I wish I didn’t get my period all the time? I think, I wish I got my period each month.

🤷🏼‍♀️ does anyone else just get to the point where they just you’re just discouraged on all of it and wonder what the future holds for family life or your health. I’m trying to do what the doctors say I just feel defeated.