Just pouring out meh emotions

Today I broke up with my boyfriend (long distance relationship) because he basically cheated on me. He told me he broke up with his ex and then when his ex comes to hang out at his place he lets her hug, kiss, and cuddle with him. And he says it’s because ‘I’m not the type to say no’. But no he did it because he still likes her. He admitted it too. He told me yes he likes her but he loves me. He says he didn’t mean for it to happen. He says that I am worth everything to him. That’s all some freakin’ crap. If that was true he would have let her do all of that. The worst part is. I didn’t hear this from him. I heard of from his little sister. Who decided that it was a great time to go through his phone. Especially when he say ‘babe’ pop up on his screen. She was apparently checking if he was cheating on her. I told her they broke up over 3 weeks ago. (Yeah we dated for two weeks but we’ve known each other for two years. And I’ve liked him for almost two years). Nope she spilled everything. I hoped it wasn’t true but deep down inside I knew it was. The other worst part is that I was expecting it. All because of the voices in my head. It feels like the end of the world right now. I know it’s not though. If he did all of that then I know he wasn’t worth my time. I need someone who won’t cheat and who will respect me. Oof thanks for putting up with my crap.